Salamussobah.....
It's been more than 2 months now n I heven't gone back home....that's just sucksss!!!
I have all these excited feelings of coming to my sissy house....n for me, I don't feel like a home...that's even sucker!!!
I'm 21 n if I ever complain on what the hell am I going thru now, that's just the suckest thing ever!!!
So, what actually gone wrong here?
Is it because I have to babysit my nephew who got chicken pox? No, that's fine...plus he doing alright...nakal2 tu ada la...he just a kid....
Is it because the way my sister treat me? No...everything superb...she's an amazing cook....
May be it is because of my high expectation of coming here in a first place...
When it is the end of ur semester, after all the struggles u gone thru for ur exams, u just wanna escape for a while where no critical thinking is required, no worrying, and yes to privacy....
Non of the list above I can say "checked" to...
Dalam pale otak aku, datang sini memang nk yoya2...aku lupe yang kakak aku ade 2 orang anak yang kecik n she's pregnant too...
What kind of 'yoya' am I expecting????!!!
Ngeng betul aku ni......
A home to me is a place where u have ur own private room, u're free to do what ever u want without thinking "is it ok if i do this???"
I'm just so freaking miss my home right now...
Sedangkan kt rumah nnti same je...lg ramai budak2 yang membingitkan telinga aku...but at least, I'm comfortable to go and do what ever I want and make my own decision....
I know this post might sound irrational n I'm sorry for that irrationality but hey, it's my blog I'm free to say what ever I want....
Bley tak, sekali je dalam idop aku ni, aku nak rasa xperlu bertanggungjawab atas ape2.....???
Like that's gonna happen....life is about responsibility....
I'm starting to sound like a lady who need a serious treatment...so I'm gonna put an end here....
Wasalam......
